simme, I'm surprised at you. You old enough to know better. You're supposed to find something/anything/somebody to blame your failings on. Never accept personal responsibility for your station in life. It's a little known fact, that The Man keepin you down!
You see, there's this secret but vast conspiratorial group , born from Skull&Bones, the Bohemian Club, The Illuminati, The Freemasons, The Bilderbergs, The Loyal Order of Moose, The Rosicrucians, Scroll and Key, The Chinese Tong, and the followers of the High and Noble Dali Lama (among others) (New World order) to keep people from being able to buy and own property.
(I gotta sign off for a little while now and practice my secret handshake.. )