Yes, CB I know that I just pray mine is far away from the gun. I know where I'm going when the time comes but I still have a lot I would like to try and do before I go so please keep the prayers coming folks. I'm accustomed to death have done lost a brother, 1st cousin, all my grand parents, two uncles, and some friends. Yes I'm drinking plenty of water and taking my prescriptions like the doctor ordered and not eating much. I feel better than I did, me being here should show that but I'm not normal yet. Their are some great folks on here and I can't express my gratitude enough for their prayers or even just their warm thoughts. Hopefully I won't have to be run through the mill of test and get over it this weekend. Again just keep me in your all's thoughts and prayers.