recently had one to go "crazy" and I decided she didn't have a place on the farm. Couldn't load her either cause she wanted someone to mash and she wanted someone bad. Due to this I decided I'd butcher her on site. She weighed about 900 lbs and I was afraid of the grass fed taste so I decided I'd hand feed her. My thoughts were that by hand feeding her she would get calmer and I'd turn the yellow fat white. However, each feeding was similar to walking point in a war zone. A shear adrenlin rush to say the least. After a week of doing this I concluded that the 2x6"s weren't going to stop her if made her final committment so I walked to the pen with the rifle and dropped her like a water buffalo in mid charge. When we quartered her we found her fat wasn't as yellow as expected. Had some yellow tint but it was mostly white. Meat turned out good and she wasn't a dark cutter either. Flavor was a little stronger than normal but not bad at all. It was a pleasant surprise. Wasn't the best but definitely not bad.