TexLonghornRanch":1ksefpz7 said:
Sorry to hear it.
I always beating myself up for atleast 3 days before I get over it.
I still have a couple of losses that make me sick everytime I think about them.
If you all have noticed, almost every reply to this post expresses sorrow and regret for the loss of the calf, and remorse for their supposed lack of attention, or care, or whatever it is to have prevented the loss of the calf. In my opinion, this speaks very loudly that the majority of beef producers, or the producers of ANY animal species for that matter, are dedicated, caring, loving, sincere and compassionate human beings, because most of them express sorrow and compassion for the animal(s) as well as for the feelings of the breeder who is aching and heart broken, and inveriably ends up blaming themselves for the loss of the calf. As "they" say, nobody promises you a "rose garden" in the Animal Husbandry vocation. I am just proud of the fact that I feel part of an Industry which has caring, loving people who really feel for their charges, to which they feel a responsibility.
Accidents and calamities occur in spite of all the efforts and optimal care that is given to the business, and that is just part of the business. I had a Granddaughter who contracted Brain Cancer when she was 6 years old, lived a shattering and debiliting life for 6 additional years, - was subjected to every experimental treatment that Los Angeles Childrens Hospital could imagine and try - - and died at 12 years of age - which nearly killed her parents (my son) and our entire family. I happened to be the one who recognized the symptoms first (even before her Pediatrician did) and could NOT have done ANYTHING to have alleviated her problem. This was 25 years ago, and I still have to continue to tell myself that, even though I am a Doctor, I could not have done anything to have helped her live.
I know that the circumstances are completely different between a human and an animal, but anyone who has lost a pet knows what I am saying and knows the absolute agony you experience. But you can't take the blame unto yourself (even though you will continue to try), or it will consume you. Just try to learn by the experience, and perhaps avoid its repetition.
DOC HARRIS