Thanks for the care and comfort each of you gave me. In an hour, we are to gather at the youngest sibling's home for a Mommy Memory Party. I look forward to that. There is a surprise. My SIL did videos of mom during the last year. In each video, mom talks about each one of her five children. She made a DVD for each of us to keep. None of us except my young brother has seen the videos.
Daddy died 2 years ago, mommy is gone: Don't waste one minute! Be more selfish. Be kind to yourself. Having seen two of the most important influences in my life disappear; vanish; never to be able to exchange a thought with them; not to be able to share a moment of looking them in the eye. It makes time spent in the negative universe absolute foolishness. Don't loose one minute in negative thought. Because before you can remember how you got there, you are opening that last door.