Hi Chrisy calling...I have not been around much as I have not been to well, and didn't want to be to negative in my answers. I am still waiting on some tests, will be going back to the hospital next Tuesday, and hopefully will find out when I can go in for said tests. I have been feeling quiet depressed very unlike me, but as you are all aware that I'm diabetic and my meds have not been working well as late and my sugars are all over the place. and a few years ago I got down to my goal weight and have been enjoying being able to go buy anything I wanted, well for no apparent reason and only eating childrens size meals, nothing inbetween meals, been acussed a few times of becoming anorexic, as I usually push food around the plate and take small nibbles. Most of the weight I lost has been coming back, I was taken into Hospital and was nil/by/mouth for a few days for tests and put on 10lbs, was given controlled diet and still put on, it seems no matter what I do things are going the wrong way. My next tests are for a very rare illness so I am told is Cushings Syndrome, as my Thyroids seem to have nothing to do with it as first thought hence the controlled diet test. although the Dr's are still not rulling them out. If it is Cushings it will mean in the worst case scenario, a cause of radiation followed by chemo which I am not looking forwards to. So you can see why I am feeling a bit depressed, and out of it. sorry to bore you with all of this.....Chris.