Went to the maternity pen this morning to check . One new calf. Looked across the field and saw a bunch of buzzards on the ground. Young cow in a low spot and not being able to move. Calf half gone looked real close and the buzzards had eaten the rim on the outside of her vagina all the around every thing laying on the ground. Went to get the pistol l and when I got back she was dead. Loaded her on a trailer to take her to the woods, got tractor stuck. Nearly to much for this old man that tries to do by himself. Any one remember the song about "life gets tedious don't it." I am about there. Told the wife that I was going to take advantage of the high cow prices. What would it be like to have nothing to do. I think I will try it.