backhoeboogie
Well-known member
The support is truly appreciated. There are many families out there needing such support.
It is easy to want to blame "the crowd" or "the place" or yourself and practically anything. It seems that we have all been condition to feel that way. The truth is, you can go anywhere at any time and get yourself into trouble. Our siblings and friends all want to remember her as the innocent and caring kid they used to know. These are all good folks but they don't know her the way we have come to know her. The tragedy here is being an enabler. I was guilty as was practically everyone. It is easy to get caught up in things and to be forgiving. When you are dealing with an addict, there are no gray areas. You have to stick to your guns. You and your spouse have to be on the same page, at all times. It took me and my wife a long time to get on the same page and it put a lot of pressure on us. No matter how things tear your heart out, you have to be strong. No matter how tough you think you are, you learn every weakness you have. In the end, you learn a lot about yourself and you learn to reach out and help others. Perhaps you never liked "touchy feely" things. Swallow your pride and jump in, with both feet. Be accountable.
Close friends will want to express sympathy. Accept it. You don't want sympathy but you are going to get it anyway. You are going to get counselling from everyone and from those who have been through this. Listen to them. Just remember they are good people and good friends. They see your family name in newspapers and such and all they want to do is console you. You need these people, you really do. You are no as tough as you think you are.
It is easy to want to blame "the crowd" or "the place" or yourself and practically anything. It seems that we have all been condition to feel that way. The truth is, you can go anywhere at any time and get yourself into trouble. Our siblings and friends all want to remember her as the innocent and caring kid they used to know. These are all good folks but they don't know her the way we have come to know her. The tragedy here is being an enabler. I was guilty as was practically everyone. It is easy to get caught up in things and to be forgiving. When you are dealing with an addict, there are no gray areas. You have to stick to your guns. You and your spouse have to be on the same page, at all times. It took me and my wife a long time to get on the same page and it put a lot of pressure on us. No matter how things tear your heart out, you have to be strong. No matter how tough you think you are, you learn every weakness you have. In the end, you learn a lot about yourself and you learn to reach out and help others. Perhaps you never liked "touchy feely" things. Swallow your pride and jump in, with both feet. Be accountable.
Close friends will want to express sympathy. Accept it. You don't want sympathy but you are going to get it anyway. You are going to get counselling from everyone and from those who have been through this. Listen to them. Just remember they are good people and good friends. They see your family name in newspapers and such and all they want to do is console you. You need these people, you really do. You are no as tough as you think you are.